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AFTER 11 HOURS OF LABOR WITH TWINS, I STILL COULDN’T REACH MY HUSBAND. THEN I DISCOVERED HE AND HIS FAMILY WERE CELEBRATING HIS LOVE CHILD’S BIRTHDAY. WHEN HELICOPTERS APPEARED ABOVE THE HOSPITAL, THEY RUSHED OVER, THEIR FACES PALE…

After eleven hours of labor, I found my husband smiling behind a birthday cake while a nurse held an oxygen mask over my face. The photograph’s caption read: Our beautiful boy turns three. Daddy never misses a birthday. I had called him nineteen times. “Emily, stay with me,” the nurse said. “Look at me, sweetheart.” But I couldn’t stop looking at the photograph. My husband, Colin, stood beside his assistant, Ashley. His mother held their little boy on her lap. His father was opening champagne. Every person who had promised to meet me at the hospital was there, beneath gold balloons, celebrating a child I hadn’t known existed. Another contraction tore through me. I gripped the bedrail and handed my phone to the nurse. “Please call my husband once more.” This time, he answered. I heard laughter, then his irritated whisper. “I told you I’m handling something important.” “I’m having your children.” “The doctor said twins can take a while. Mom thinks you’re panicking.” Across the room, the monitor changed rhythm. My obstetrician stepped closer, studying the screen. “Emily, one baby isn’t tolerating labor well. We need to move toward delivery now.” “Colin, they’re taking me into surgery.” He exhaled sharply. “Fine. I’ll come when I can.” Then he hung up. The nurse’s face hardened. “Is there somebody else?” There was. A number I had almost called a hundred times over the previous five years. My father had warned me about Colin before our wedding. I had mistaken his concern for control. Later, whenever Dad reached out, Colin reminded me of that argument until estrangement felt easier than admitting I was unhappy. I dialed with shaking fingers. Dad answered on the second ring. “Emily?” For one terrible second, I was afraid he would ask why I was calling. “Dad, I…